delayed blogging

my oh my.. it has been more than 10 days since i last blogged.

Bukan tak nak.. or bukan takde benda nak cakap.. but I just couldn't keep up with myself. So much has been happening.. my days have been quite packed.. with some meaningful and some unmeaningful things.

There were things I wanted to blog about.. like my visit to the doctor. And the and filipino guide on the nite safari pram tram, with their filipino slangs.. it was cute, but i thought not appropriate, i mean you would hv the visitors think that this is a singaporean slang. Oh, and my trip to damansara with our neighbours here.. who have named themselves..ourselves.. the RT Gang.

But now, as i think about it right now.. it's not as interesting to relate now, as it was, just when it happened. Like.. how we almost hit a bike on the highway, coming back from damansara.. cause the bike was coming onto our lane at the last minute without checking his back! but he realised just in time to stay in his lane.. but he gave us the shock of our lives. phew.. alhamdulillah nothing happened.

blogging, is like spending my time, with myself, but at the same time, updating others who cares.

I'm getting incoherent.. and this post is pointless, but a start for me nonetheless.

have a great happy weekend my friends!

pics pics pics

1. random






2. night safari (no flash photographies please)

can you see the bwasingas in the background?



this is near the leopard cage..


3. raya haji








apa nak jadi.. yang tua bangka ni pun main psp?!

4. trip to damansara

are we ready?

When you think about the bigger things, the bigger picture.. the purpose of life.. we will find that our daily issues and problems become so trivial in comparison.

yesterday a christian friend called to ask me about a muslim funeral.. how he can visit a muslim friend who had just passed away last evening. They had just played soccer that afternoon, and in the evening, my boss found out his soccermate had passed away. He was still in a state of disbelief when he spoke to me.

I told hubby about it. After a while hubby asked if I would be ready, if that happens to him.

A lot of things rushed thru my mind, as he was asking that, and I told him what I thought. The thing is, I think that is not as important. My greater concern is.. is HE ready to die? Am I ready to die? I don't think we need to worry as much about the living ones we'd leave behind - they'll survive, insyaAllah. But ARE WE READY TO DIE? The possibility is not only that he may go before me, but it may even be me, who leave before him. In fact the possibilities of death, is endless..

Of course i PRAY, that God prolong our lives, in iman, in syukr, in health, in happiness, in wealth... at least until the time that we are not needed anymore in this world.. Ameen.





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On a brighter note.. i'd like to wish all Muslims Eid Mubarak :).

making time and space for everything

I was just thinking of that..about making time and space for everything and everyone close in my life.. and I suddenly remembered that i'm actually, currently reading about the concept of time and space called 'timespace' in the world, the universe we live in. It's limited.. but we try.

normally seasonal

Can you get so interesting, that you become boring? It's like you're constantly interesting, so much so that interesting, does not sound interesting anymore. People may begin to want to see some uninteresting, something mundane about you, just to know that you're normal.

What is normal?



One thing I find myself to be : I'm seasonal.
in everything.. in my dressing, my bag, my makeup, my fav music genre, my fav hangout, food.. even my interests.. they are all seasonal.
Yes, I'm seasonal.

Is seasonal, normal?

what do we do near kiamat?

last night i dreamt..

I was with my family.. and we were playing at a resort like square swimming pool, that was dark blue in colour.. almost rustic. Each of us were floating on the water, standing on a disc like thing, with a pole, which we held on to. then somehow, i sensed of something big happening.. like there would be fireworks in the sky.

and suddenly we see a very bright light coming over the horizon (which seems quite small, like we're on a big ball aje..) it was the sun.. and it was very near.. so near that I could see the burning surface.. and I was telling my kids.. "maybe its going to kiamat". So I went over to each of my kids and reminded them.. "remember..there is no God but Allah!.. remember Allah!"