A soliloquy, mostly. May, be unplugged. (*unplugged* When used in an email, letter or writing of sorts, it means that it has not been edited. Any grammatical or spelling errors or words or sentences that doesn't make sense should be deciphered or ignored, whichever is easier to do.)
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
why are we here, again?
Life on earth, is basically about hurt, dissappointment, pain, frustrations. About how we can face them all with patience and perseverence. To expect no problem at all, is unrealistic.
A constantly blissful life, is something that only exists in Heaven.
How many times we have to remind ourselves about this.. but still we people do complain, once in while about 'why' such and such a thing happens to us. But still I think we need to quickly remind ourselves again, about the purpose of our life on earth.
I think, if we try to think about our Final destination, and the purpose of life - we would be able to handle most life challenges, a little bit better. InsyaAllah.
A constantly blissful life, is something that only exists in Heaven.
How many times we have to remind ourselves about this.. but still we people do complain, once in while about 'why' such and such a thing happens to us. But still I think we need to quickly remind ourselves again, about the purpose of our life on earth.
I think, if we try to think about our Final destination, and the purpose of life - we would be able to handle most life challenges, a little bit better. InsyaAllah.
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
mid life crisis
I have no problem being old. It's being 40 that's the issue.
Is this what they call the mid life crisis? My recurring self-pressure, is to 'act my age'. Sometimes, after just being myself, I wonder what others think. Sometimes I feel like I should go into recluse - shut up and grow old.
Or maybe I'm just thinking too much.
Maybe I should just continue to be myself and watch my moral values.
Another issue I have with myself is always trying to do EVERYTHING, as perfectly as possible. And get frustrated when I (obviously) can't.
Thanks for analysing yourself, madame.
Now, go live.
Is this what they call the mid life crisis? My recurring self-pressure, is to 'act my age'. Sometimes, after just being myself, I wonder what others think. Sometimes I feel like I should go into recluse - shut up and grow old.
Or maybe I'm just thinking too much.
Maybe I should just continue to be myself and watch my moral values.
Another issue I have with myself is always trying to do EVERYTHING, as perfectly as possible. And get frustrated when I (obviously) can't.
Thanks for analysing yourself, madame.
Now, go live.
Sunday, February 07, 2010
A wrong turn.
MasyaAllah. How we sometimes take the wrong turn, or go about aimlessly, missing our intended route.
How the wrong turn, can sometimes lead you deeper into an unknown place, if you don't realize soon enough. You'd have to learn and take the long route back out.
But sometimes, the wrong turn lets you see and understand things, you didnt know before. Maybe there was a hikmah. And as long as there is fuel and energy, we still have time, to get back on track.
And to always stay or get back on track - is what I hope to do. Ameen. InsyaAllah.

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How the wrong turn, can sometimes lead you deeper into an unknown place, if you don't realize soon enough. You'd have to learn and take the long route back out.
But sometimes, the wrong turn lets you see and understand things, you didnt know before. Maybe there was a hikmah. And as long as there is fuel and energy, we still have time, to get back on track.
And to always stay or get back on track - is what I hope to do. Ameen. InsyaAllah.

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Saturday, February 06, 2010
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