mid life crisis

I have no problem being old. It's being 40 that's the issue.

Is this what they call the mid life crisis? My recurring self-pressure, is to 'act my age'. Sometimes, after just being myself, I wonder what others think. Sometimes I feel like I should go into recluse - shut up and grow old.

Or maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Maybe I should just continue to be myself and watch my moral values.


Another issue I have with myself is always trying to do EVERYTHING, as perfectly as possible. And get frustrated when I (obviously) can't.

Thanks for analysing yourself, madame.

Now, go live.

A wrong turn.

MasyaAllah. How we sometimes take the wrong turn, or go about aimlessly, missing our intended route.

How the wrong turn, can sometimes lead you deeper into an unknown place, if you don't realize soon enough. You'd have to learn and take the long route back out.

But sometimes, the wrong turn lets you see and understand things, you didnt know before. Maybe there was a hikmah. And as long as there is fuel and energy, we still have time, to get back on track.

And to always stay or get back on track - is what I hope to do. Ameen. InsyaAllah.


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